Diary of an Addict

There seems to be a lot going on in this turtle’s world right now.  There is the deepening sense of freedom and vitality that is growing out of the battle for purity.  There is also a sense of isolation and loss as I realize how much time I spend alone (and the remorse that come from realizing how much of this time I used to fill up with pornography).  There is the sadness today of losing a hero from my past.  And there is also a growing sense of connectedness in me that includes both God and family.

In the end, I am a turtle.  I change slowly.  It has taken all my life to get hear.  And I am grateful to be where I am.

And now for my check-in.

FEELINGS

Today I am feeling sad, grateful, hopeful, anxious.

ISSUES

Trying to remain on-task and stay focused at work.

NEEDS

I need to continue to surrender my body to Christ every day.

SOBRIETY

I have been sober from pornography and masturbation for 55 days!!

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