It has now been three weeks since I began Every Man’s Battle for Purity and two weeks since the end of Purity Boot Camp. A number of promises were made for those who would follow the program – promises which seemed unbelievable.
Every Man’s Battle for Purity is based on discipline, fellowship, the grace of Christ, and the empowerment of the Holy Spirit. Much of the program is akin to a twelve-step program in that recovery is based on regular meetings between men who will disclose their struggles with rigorous honesty and who will hold each other accountable. But the Battle has also included the introductions of some more basic tools.
As I have written before, the Battle is not based on achieving base-line sobriety. Rather this is an all-out fight for Purity – complete abstinence from pornography of any kind, masturbation, sexual stimulation outside of marriage, and even looking at another woman with lust. We are called to be perfect as our heavenly father is perfect.
To reach total purity, we begin with setting up a perimeter around our eyes and our mind. We make a covenant with our eyes not to look at a woman with lust (Job 31:1). Then we take up the practice of bouncing our eyes away from attractive women. If we see an attractive woman, we bounce our eyes away immediately! And we don’t turn back. If we are watching the tv and a sexually charged commercial comes on, we flip the channel immediately and come back to our program in a minute. If we stumble into a web site that has attractive women on it, we click to another site immediately.
The goal is to starve our minds of the images it uses to create sexual fantasy. If we do not feed the mind, it will not fantasize. So the first promise was that by engaging in the practice of starving our eys, we would also struggle less with fantasies in our mind. A second promise was that as we got rid of this source of unwanted, extra-marital sexual stimulus, our eyes would be opened again to the sexuality and beauty of our wives. They would become the focus of all of our sexual energy.
I am happy, and surprised, to report that these promises can be true! I had assumed that sexual fantasy would run rampant in my mind no matter what, but as I have practiced starving my eyes, the fantasies have gone away. And I DO find that I have more appetite for and loyalty to my wife!
Again, it has only been three weeks, but I am finding these promises to be true and I am finding greater joy and peace in living in Christ than ever before!!!
I give thanks to God – Father, Son, and Holy Spirit – for the good work that he has begun in my life. May he bring His good work to completion in me, His servant.
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